Good news everybody

So, my friend got a job in a really nice restaurant in London, another friend of mine has an interview for a job she really wants, everything seems to be going well for everyone.  Except me.  I'm having a mini-meltdown, although I'm over the worst and just need to get my bearings and keep smiling.

I'm back on my drugs again though :-(  And I can't get to sleep properly because of them, and my body is achey and stiff.  But, the whole wanting to be alive thing, that's a nice change.