Thinking

Just thinking about a few things. I've been struggling with the end of lockdown and I don't think I realised it. I think there's a massive chance that the end of lockdown will bring a relapse in my mental health but I feel better now I know. I need to keep calm and quiet and keep chilling. I was thinking I'd go out and make the most of it but partying isn't good for me in so many ways. Even safe controlled partying. I'm happy now, or I was happy before so no bars and clubs for me. It's kind of obvious when you think about it. A good midnight revelation.